Lost

The moment I felt like I was lost I can't really remember. I just know one day I felt like my life was abnormal, like I didn't have what all of my friends had. Like I was somehow missing something. I walked around as a young gilr feeling like nobody cared, but I still wanted to be accepted. Id didn't want anyone making fun of me. I felt like nobody wanted to be my friend. I was always trying to be this nice girl so everyone would like me. Feeling lost was not a good feeling. I tried to fit in, even in places where I wasn't supposed to be. My question was why wasn't I like my other friends? They always seemed so happy and care free. I was a little girl and I ddin't even think or believe that I could be anything or anyone. I felt like all of my life people would see me as fragile and unimportant. How does a little child have so many emotions, especially when she can't even explain them all? Who knew that was the start of my self-hatred?

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